I had an amazing conversation yesterday. I was explaining to a friend about my lack of attendance in places and spaces. I’m just so tired right now. I can’t entirely put into words what sort of tired that is, except that I spend much of every day trying to pick myself back up and get back into the groove, whatever that groove is. I’ve fallen a lot. I’ve wanted to give up.

My friend in conversation said to me “I think you’re just burnt out right now,” and I saw a light bulb click on in my head. I have had to full on fight burnout for a couple of years. Somehow yesterday was a big “aha” to me in that someone acknowledged exactly what was going on where I could not see for myself. I got a lot of healing to do inside.